the tradgic yet familiar loss of my best friend

My head feels heavy
And hopeless tonight.
The silence between us is thick
But the distance thicker.
It’s a long drive home
For having nothing to say.
It’s so hard not to think
Of how it used to be.
Its hard not to miss you-
Or try to fix it anymore.
I’ve done all I can,
And now,
It’s all your fault-
It’s all your fault!
It’s so hard to breathe
With you sitting next to me.
But it’s not supposed to be this way-
It’s not supposed to be this way.