still

I can hear your voice through a photograph,
I can almost feel your touch.
I can taste your kiss and smell your cologne.
I miss that smile so much. . .
I still sleep with your sweatshirt,
I can still see you standing there, looking at me.
I still can't let you go.
And still, I can't say goodbye.
How could I ever just shut you away?
You can't possibly be just a sweet memory.
Still, you mean too much to me.
How can I just put you in a shoebox,
And not give you another thought?
Give up on you, on us,
On everything I've been fighting for?
I still go out,
I still smile and I still laugh.
But still, every time the phone rings,
My heart still skips a beat.
You still have me crazy over you.
And still, I won't just shut you away,
I'm gonna make you happy someday.