i thought you could

Exhausted from emotion
I thought for sure
That there'd be a message,
A long, heart-felt apology.
But there wasn't.
So I thought I'd hurt myself
One more time and check again,
I thought for sure I'd imagined.
But I didn't.
Then I saw you,
You, completely oblivious
To the neon sign flashing above my head.
"I need you. I need you. I need you.
Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!"
As it kills a broken hearted fly.
I thought for sure you'd take me in your arms,
Where at least they could love me.
But you didn't.
Your simple smile smirked at me.
And I thought for sure you'd apologise,
At least for the sake of getting yourself
Some much-needeed action,
And to relieve the tension hanging in the air
For mine...For me.
But you didn't.
Like I'd thought for sure the night before
You'd notice my sign, my tears, my ache
And give me a little comfort.
But you didn't.
You just said that you felt like hell
Because of consequences
Coming into play.
So I took you in my arms.
And I made you smile, I made you laugh.
I thought for sure I could drive home
Without the tears blurring my eyes.
But I couldn't.
I thought for sure those yellow lines
would strangle me.
But, they didn't.
I thought for almost sure you could fill the void,
Make my heart smile, my soul laugh,
Make me love you like I love him,
But you can't.